Actually i don’t really know what to say and how to say it..
but somewhere in my heart, there is still a space for this special friend of mine
and above all, i do really wish that he can celebrate my birthday with me
i tried to want to ask, but i did not…
i typed, but i dunno how to click the enter button…

some part of me hopes that he reads this
but some part of me dont
because even if he did
i dunno how he would react to this
but no matter how he choose to react
or even to pretend that he didnt see this…
i guess only he will know

i tink this blog is dead enough that no one is really checking or reading this le..
so if he doesn’t get to read
it will just remain a secret between me and myself
hahaha

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