Arr…
today was a bit emo after having lunch with my department…
actually i quite enjoy th lunch and was looking forward to having lunch together every friday starting last week…
but when they got into the topic of me and jian xiong again…
i abit sian…
i know they are only joking…
but i really don’t want….
and don’t want to be confessing it also…
so abit emo…

then i guess…
sometimes…
we know very well how things are going…
when i was confirmed going sweden…
somehow distant came in between us…
not just us…
but also with me and my friends…
i don’t know if i am being sensitive…
but this drawing away is the worse part…
of the trip to sweden…

i kinda prepared knowing that people will surely move on in life…
some may even forget about me…
forget about this friend…
but when this drawing away begins here…
it kinda hurts…
people turning cold towards you…
when you are just standing right before them…
reason being…
they don’t want to be too close to me now…
so that they will not be so sad when i leave…

i speak to the spirit of emo…
that before my Lord Jesus…
you shall become level ground!
Arg!

Lord…
strengthen my emotions…
because i don’t want to be affected…
i know why they are doing it and i do not blame them…
they have done what is right…
to protect their own emotions…
i commit my emotions into Your hands…
help my guard my heart…
and i know that You will be there with me…
through it all…
and i will breakaway!

Setting my life on Your living word
Finding out why, what it’s really worth
Letting go all, I put You first
Hey, hey, it’s all ok

Shouting out loud to the God we serve
Taking Your love to the ends of the earth
We’re the generation ready to emerge
Hey, hey, it’s all ok

Breakaway
I’m living for You
Breakaway
I’m living for truth

Chains are breaking
The world is shaking
Breakaway from the darkness to Your light
Now I’m living
In Your freedom
Breakaway to the life that’s from above