the saturday and sunday service was just so good…
as Nick shared…
not just his testimony touched me…
but some things he said really touched me…

he mentioned about the movie “Evan almightly” in a different perspective…
when we pray for patience will the Lord not put us in circumstances where we have to wait?
when we pray for courage, will the Lord not put us in a circumstances of fear?
wow…
i guess…
i need to go through this time of waiting so that my patience will be perfected in the will of God…

and he shared about how to embrace our circumstances to manifest the glory of God…
our circumstances may not change…
God did not give us the ability to change our circumstances..
but He gave us faith and grace…
that will cause us to be able to put our trust in Him..

God…
he really reminded me of wat i may be going thru now..
but u have given me the faith and grace to go through it…
and You know the thoughts You think towards me..
though i may not know the thoughts You have towards me…
but it is not important anymore…
it’s You that got to know the thoughts…
not me…
You are in control…

also today’s service Nicks mentioned this…
about..
if he got to go through all the sufferings again in order to get another soul saved…
he will surely do it…
i thought to myself…
will i do it?
i don’t know…
i guess i will only when i have gone through it…

then Lord…
today during worship…
i happened to open my eyes and saw him on the screen tearing..
that image caused my heart to tear..
i don’t know how to explain my feelings…
but maybe…
like…
feel like protecting the person…
and never want to see that person hurt…?
like the image kinda touched my heart…
how You would feel…
how it will melt Your heart when we tear before You…

Lord…
i really commit him to You…
help him with his studies, work, cg and ministry…
strengthen him…
and prosper everything that his hands touch…
so that people will know that the favour of the Lord is with him…
open up doors of opportunity for him according to Your timing…
and i pray that he will be prepared and really for the opportunities…

also for me…
strengthen me…
that during this time of waiting i will ot grow weary of doing good…
and be moved in my vision…
but Lord..
You will guard my heart…
also strengthen me so that i can work and also really study…
i want to shine for You…
and lastly…
please really provide someone who can take over my job so i can be released to go in peace…
=)
someone real good and willing…
love God, love the church, love pastor Kong, Sun and Wenling…
so i thank Yoou for all the answers to the prayers…
=)